Human Animal Abusers Are Killing Me !

Ever since I was 8 years old I knew that harming and killing animals was a crime and a transgression against the Creator. I turned strict vegetarian at 16 finally. For the past ten years I have had vivid virtual reality nightmares of slaughterhouses, hunts, commmercial fisheries, fur farms, animals suffering in traps and snares, dogfights, bullfights, cockfights and vivisection labs with traumatized primates, cats and rodents. This inhumane, ungodly irreverent, monstrous mistreatment of the animal kingdom has physically and psycholoically damaged me. I have incessant panic attacks requiring sedatives that slow down my metabolism and have caused weight gain. Alcohol is a toxin that I use to mitigate my anger, frustration and hatred of animal abusers. They are murderers massacring God's creatures with full-blown immunity. People celebrating Christmas and Easter via eating the carcasses of turkeys and other animals. As long as we have slaughterhouses we will have wars and homicides. Most people who are cruel to animals also commit violence against humans. Yes, I have been suicided by this inhumane, human race that perpetrates daily atrocities against our innocent fellow creatures. Animal rights is my cause and I am divinely inspired but the animal abusers have mortally wounded by body, heart and soul. Salvage me St. Martin De Porres.